Friday, April 24, 2009
For a moment after 2.4 i thought i was going to die o.O! haha, kept asking jia jia some i would think its dumb qns.haha! am i going to die? why is it tt i keep smelling blood o.o! do you think i may have some internal injuries? great, this will keep me from taking napfa FOREVER! wait, i had already took napfa for the LAST time in my life!(hurray!) zzz. funny that i passed napfa, passed 2.4. thank God yo!(: yayy me:) haha. Thank God for jiawen accompanying me towards the end. haha! so what's my point here? my point is, i'm happy that i've passed napfa! yayy!:Dand this is smth that came to my mind the first thing i woke up few mornings ago. is that a revelation or smth? well, i'm not that sure but, here it goes...There is still hope!So if we keep loving the people around us,and keep having faith that they will turn to You one day,there is still hope!(:Hope, Faith & Love____.yup, and so this has been stuck in my head since i dunno when. but it sure is good:) wait, i think i might know the reason already. o.O whoa.SR Olympics later yo!haha, okay, i'm scared.cos i'm running! O.o! i think my teammates really dun mind losing.zzz.okay, i'm worried.yes i am.sigh.uh huh, i pray that i dun have to run later!(:till then:)
3:07 AM
HE IS THEREFORE I AM(:
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
heyy heyy, so this is roughly how i spent my bdae:) && my mom's bdae is today! happy bdae yo mommy!(: it probably isn't the best yr but it sure let me realised much stuff:) Thank you for all your wishes dears! uh & the presents!:) yayy me(:
&& special mention here, thank you Beatrice for the cake, present and surprise!(: yes yes, i'm touched:) really. love you many many!(:
10:06 PM
HE IS THEREFORE I AM(:
Thursday, April 16, 2009
red words. golden lining.there's a difference between having a bible with you and having a bible in you. amen?this book of absolute truth, gave faith, hope and love to many:) Thank God, its called the Bible(:
6:55 PM
HE IS THEREFORE I AM(:
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
lying on my bed,
cun seem to fall aslp.
scences of different pastors preaching flashed across my mind.
the different sermons heard.
the different platinium coated values preached.
somehow always lead to the same question.
Were not our hearts burning within us?
stoning in my room.
didn't felt like doing anything.
reminded myself of the different times i cried out for God.
just wanting to experience more and more of Him.
draw closer and closer to Him.
i see the need to stir up the hunger in me even more.
& i thought,
Were not our hearts burning within us?
something that i'll always do when i turn on my com,
haha, i tunes!(:
listening to the p&w songs,
i'll start to worship Him too.
alone. :)
sometimes, i just felt tt my voice covered the music,
okay, maybe i wasn't paying attention to the whatever songs playing tts why.
but the feeling of going all out for Him, using this very voice He has given me, is indeed amazing.
is the feeling of being whole again perhaps.
Were not our hearts burning within us?
for everything that He has placed in my life,
& for the whatever that He hasn't.
i give many thanks to Him:)
so while running after the whatevers tt i haven gotten,
& also doing my best to multiply the talents He has given me,
i realised,
Were not our hearts burning within us?
the many times i spent fellowshipping with the dear ones around me,
and by God's grace when we are discussing about how great is our God, what more can we do for Him, etc,
and also by His grace that we gathered together to have impromptu PM sessions,
so as we're praying,
Were not our hearts burning within us?
life's never smooth sailing.
so when i happen to see the unsaved people around me struggling to live, struggling to survive, be it a yr, a mth, a day, an hour, a minute, even a second, but still unable to get back home eventually,
it hits me hard cos i see the need to do smth for them even when i think i'm inadequate. or maybe not?
i asked myself,
Were not our hearts burning within us?
i think there must be more than this.
way more than this.
& i want it.
i want to do it for Him.
so as we're asking ourselves this question over and over again,"Were not our hearts burning within us?", were not our hearts burning within us?-Luke 24:32
yes, He's fighting for us:)
1:10 AM
HE IS THEREFORE I AM(:
Sunday, March 8, 2009
so many people.she says" you're awesome!"she says" i see lots of potential in you!"he says" bring her and guide her through whatever she has to do even if she's reluctant to."he says" heal her heart and the hurt and pain she is going through that perhaps none knew."he says" your blog inspires!"he says" do you know that your blog inspires?"i was like" really?" :)the irony of typing this. perhaps its the best way that i can think of right now to probably show some enthusiasm despite my indifference towards almost everything.its a pain to comprehend what i'm trying to bring across.yea, i know.this is possibly way more complicated than just crossroads.is there a double crossroads or smth?"So when you don't understand When you don't see His plan When you can't trace His hand Trust His heart"cell ldr shared this today. & i remembered blogging about this quite a while ago.yea, i think its true.Just trust His heart and trust His plans.i know He has a plan for me.No matter how tough it is.I will be still know You are God.no need to think deep.i'm just typing whatever that comes to my mind right now.i probably won't understand it either.But He does.and tts what matters.I will read my bible and pray.I will follow You all day.i think he said" pray for us."He will guide."Lord, I offer my life to youEverything I've been throughUse it for your gloryLord I offer my days to youLifting my praise to youAs a pleasing sacrificeLord I offer you my life"Can i also pray for a red chocolate bar or smth?cos i most likely need a break.-run the 2.4 now.
1:31 AM
HE IS THEREFORE I AM(:
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
start small, end big.the small steps you take counts.the tiny efforts you put in to know more shows.the seemingly insignificant increased in time spent eating the miracle food signifies.tt's something.inferential.i dun wanna stay in a landed property and end up living in an attap house when i return home, eventually.why wait?start now.make the right choice, do the right thing.its not whether u can or cannot,its the condition of your heart.get in track.stay there.& don't remain at the same position.even a tad bit of advancing is fine enough.but for me, i've chose to run already.worn out? He will provide me with the strength.i know.Bcos He cares.Bcos He knows my needs.Bcos He's Daddy.Bcos He's God.you can too, if you trust Him enough and hold His hand.^^Just a sidetrack yo=ptian tian is yummy!(: and i'm bloated. feels like just another consumption of a tiny winy piece of mutton will burst my tummyX.x call me piggy if you want to. But! only for now=pp
1:30 AM
HE IS THEREFORE I AM(:
Friday, February 20, 2009
read some of my previous posts,and,i thought that its rather amazing,in a way,yes?thinking through,seriously, my command of english isn't good,yet i'm able to type out some i would say not bad english sentences,can i say because its God?certainly,if you ask me,i will tell you that i probably dun have as much knowledge as you think i may have about God,but i'm able to somehow figure out some what i think its inspiring stuff to share,can i say because its God?definitely,if you want me to tell you more about God or to pray for you, i will probably stammer my way through,then again, i tell you,i have this passion to know more about God and this heart to serve and see Him as my King,can i say because its God?& of course,if you ask me if i'll be tempted to fall into temptations,i'll tell you,yup,i will and i did,and no, i dun just leave it hanging there,i dun just put an end to it here, at this very point,instead,i get up from where i fell and continue my walk with Him,can i say because its God?&& even if i'll have to start right from square one again,no doubt,i will do it,and i dun care how many times i have to do it,as long as i get closer and closer to Him,each and every time,stronger and stronger as i walk in this very walk,i'm perfectly fine with it,can i say because its God?haha, alrite,maybe you think this post is rather random and ridiculous,well,maybe just pure randomness,ok,and probably abit of broken english here and there,and also,maybe you haven't comprehend what i'm trying to say,right,perhaps i didn't too,even so,i know at the very least God does.know why?Can i say because He's God?(: (: (:
2:01 AM
HE IS THEREFORE I AM(:
